Monday, March 28, 2011
Monday, March 14, 2011
Thursday, March 10, 2011
So, I'm back together with my ex..
Now, before everyone starts rolling their eyes and telling me I'm making a stupid decision, hear me out. The reason I left her in the first place was because just about everyone online kept telling me that people from the Philippines are after one of two things: money, and/or a ticket to a better country for her and her family. After I left her, she remained single, and she kept on holding out for me.
Now, she is quite a beautiful woman, and if she applys a little make-up and flutters her eyelashes, she could easily find someone more handsome, richer, and, most importantly, employed.
But she kept on going for me, even knowing that I am dumpy looking, disabled, unemployed, and in debt up to my eyeballs.
That shows me that she doesn't care about money, looks, or anything of the sort. I still thought about her, even after leaving her. I am pretty sure I am making the right decision, and if not, then it is a good lesson for me.
*begins saving up for a passport renewal and a ticket to the Philippines*
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
If there is one thing I learned in life, it's that there are two kinds of people: leaders and followers. If you ever get in a position where you have to lead, ask yourself: Am I a leader or am I a follower? I know there are times where I want to take the reins of a situation and make sure everything works out in the end, but my problem is that I do not have the ability to correct people when they do something incorrectly, and I cannot punish people. So I just sit on the sidelines and quietly follow the orders from the leaders... Maybe you can lead, but I cannot.
Monday, March 7, 2011
Hey folks... Sorry I haven't posted in a while.. Lots of crud going on. First of all, my best friend has pretty much told me not to speak to him ever again. He didn't give a reason, but his wife says I'm too immature. Maybe I am, maybe I'm not, but it is no reason to just blow me off like that... Especially since we've been friends for so long.. And to think I was planning on giving them my car for less than half of what I paid for it...
In other news.... My ex girlfriend wants to get back together with me. Yes, the one in the Philippines. With all the emotional crap I'm going through, I need someone to be there for me, at least in thought....
Finally, I might not be moving to Louisiana after all.... A friend of my mother's is trying to get me a state job over here. While I appreciate it, I really want to go to Louisiana... And, last but not least, I missed mardi gras.. Sadface...